I’m sorry for all you have been through at such a young age,
When you’ve been hurt like the slicing of your finger on a page.
I love you with all my heart,
I always did right from the start.
When I first discovered you growing in me I was so young,
Yet you set me free.
You had no father but trust me I tried so hard,
Although whether biological or non they both left your heart in shards.
I miss those simple days back then,
Your brother came along and we were a happy family.
I hate how he left you.
I hate how they both did.
You’re full of life, kindness and love.
Yet you can be full on and give your brother a shove.
I don’t fully understand why things have happened how they did,
I wish I handled it better,
You stayed out in the open, you carried on while I hid,
I wasn’t well, I wasn’t right,
You kept me going for the fight,
Your sister came along you took the news in your own way,
I know you worried but she’s ok, she’s out now she can stay.
I haven’t been perfect I know it.
Quite frankly I’ve been fucking shit.
So, I know it doesn’t mean much but I’m so proud of you.
Can’t believe I made you.
I know you love me too and I hope one day we can make it through.